Because that's the way it is.

Sometimes I can be discouraged so easily.

I want to have faith, but it's slipping away from me no

matter how hard I try to hold on it seems. I have very

many decision to make, and tests to study for, & papers

to write- but there never seems to be enough time in

the world. WHYYYYYY must I have to blindly choose

what to do when it comes to this fall? Now, I know that's

not completely legit, I am earnestly praying for where God

would have me, but He hasn't replied. That leaves me feeling

scared and in the dark, even though I know he doesn't mean

for it to. 

I have so much reading to do, I've really let myself get behind.

No good, no good. Also, I woke up this morning with a sick bug...

and in a very awful mood. I'm feeling a bit better now, though-

thank you Lord. but wow, this blog SHOULD be labeled "How

many things can Aly complain about in 5 minutes." I truly am

sorry for to you if you're reading this, because it's out of

character. 

OK, bye.